2011年8月31日 星期三

No.5

If i didnt remember wrong, that day when we were in school, you ask me something.
Then i didnt want to listen to you, We just got fight a lot.
After when we were in the metro, you didnt want to go with me,you just wanted me to let you along. Yes,you always say that to me"leave me alone".

Maybe from that time we should finish it, then both of us will not be so painful,now.
But you know, even that day i let you alone in the metro,i still want to let you happy, thats why before i left, i still leave a cigaratte for you.

That night, we spoke on msn, you just said to me, maybe i should go to find someone or came back with my ex boyfriend.But why you always wanted to help me make decision?
That was what i really dont like.
You feel that i am like little girl,but actually,you are little then me.
You said to me" you let me along there" you were like little boy.
I enjoy that feeling with you.

my little boy
I wish you are happy not feel alone.







2011年8月30日 星期二

Fouth day

2010.01.24

If you remember?We enjoyed that day a lot.
When we slept last night, we had some funny chat.
I asked "you think you this are romantic?"
than you just smiled and i feel shame a little bit,then i was like stupid to answer this question like, ya...ya?...ya!
You looked me like i was you pet and maked some funny stuff.

We also talked about why before i refused you but after i accept.
our first day at that time.

now i wish time could be back...and we could start slowly like that day before.

9 crimes

2011年8月29日 星期一

Third day; 2 couples

Third day 2010.01.23

We were happy on that day,if i didnt remember wrong. We woke up late,bz we wanted to hug each other more:) And then we just met our friends late.

They were also couple before us just few days, they didnt show that they were already stay together, and we were also, to keep our secrets.

When we waited for the bus, i was boring and then just talked with that girl about what my fortune teller told me.

He said, i will meet 2 guys, and 1 of them will be my Mr.right. But maybe we will broke up some days, but after continue to stay together.

At first time, i just think maybe its the first one.But i was wrong, and also heart him.The fucking girl told someone about what i talked,and after he knew that he was very sad.That was the first time i feel guilty that i hurt him.

If i was smart and observe more, maybe we will not get fight so much in those few days when we need to cherish,after that we will separate.

2011年8月28日 星期日

Second day ,2 people

Actually,from second day, i already know we were totally 2 kinds person.
We have the same personality is sensitive,but others are not.

You are really a smoker, that is what i hate a lot.
When you smoked, you forgot all the memories between us, even good or bad.
But for me, i remember everyday when we passed.

In second day, you smoked,and your emotion was always bad,because of these.
That night,we got fight,then both of us,we were sad.But i didn,t want like this,so i came near you, and hugged you,and try to make you happy.
That was also the first time we kissed.

We just talked about the different culture between us.
After we hugged each other, and had a nice sleep.
But i already knew what will be for after.

Its still a lot of difficult need us to passed.

But now...it finish,nothing else.

2011年8月27日 星期六

Maybe

I always remember that day.
That girl who was our neighbor and also had a rabbit the same as us, she met us in the morning when we were leaving, she asked me" vous sorti? quand vous vous venir?then i just said "Peut etre au noèl".

Yes, maybe in X'mas...

From one year and half ago, there was a girl said to that boy, yes, maybe i could try.
Before she always refused that boy a lot of times.Until one day, he said to her" maybe i will not disturb your life anymore" and then he just disappeared one or two days.
she started to feel along and missed him.After third day, they met in metro, she invited her friend go to shopping with her,but her friend can't.The boy just appeared and said to her" Maybe i can go with you". Actually in her mind,she was happy that day,but also feel shame a little bit.She is the girl always scare to show her really feeling, and also scare to be hurt.She is so weak to fall in love with someone.
But that day,he helped her to save some problem with rent,and stayed with her. Suddenly, she knew she will start to like him.
At that night,he asked her"what we will do now?" Both of them dont know what tohttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif do,but she know she want to stay more withttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifh that boy.
He asked her again" So,what we do now?if no,maybe i go home?or what you want to http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifdo?you want me to stay with you?"
She don't know what to say but she know what she want.
After a few seconds,he asked her"what i do now? say!" He try to push her to make decision.
She just said slowly "Maybe we could go to my place and eat pizza?"
He asked again"So i will sleep in your place?If ok, i will go if no,i will go home"
"yes,maybe"
Then they started their love with two pizza from that night...

Maybe i love you